Reminiscence Of Past Gaiety..

Raindrops dancing n ma rooftop..birds flying 2 seek shelter..nature all calm serene nd washed..shining lush green..branches nd leaves quivering n d gentle nipping breeze..suddenly d lyf feels altogether afresh! nd anew!..It wz jst yesterday me sitting nest 2 ya..ma head resting n ur shoulder..me clinging n 2 u..Oh! so tightly..ma hands clasped n urs..grasping ya arms n m9..laughing wid ya..nd now d lyf seems 2 have ceased..dose moments f "U" nd "ME" lost n humdrum f lyf..dose memories f "US" jst froze..jst froze sumhow sumwhere..
Lyf spun 180..nd nw here i sit alone n ma dark room n a corner..on a couch wid d teddy u gifted me..cuddling it..d songs u dedic8td meh turned on loud..nd hre goz 1 f dem:-
Hey there Delilah

Dont you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice its my disguise

Im by your side...
There iz sumfing strange..i dunt feel lonely evn though i m..i dunt miss ya so hard dat i might start crying..whereas i shud..dunno wat it really iz bt certainly drez sumfing dat keeps me going on..nd as i search fr d answrz n ma heart i learn itz ur luv,ur promises,ur everlasting touch, dat one last deep amorous kiss n my cheek, ur words f confessions-"I luv ya tanya"..dat gve me strength! Evn though u r far away..it still feels u r jst sitting beside meh...Knock! Knock! n d door nd d chain f ma thaughts break!..I open ma door take d glass f coffee..it's addictive aroma reminds meh f how d last time u made me sip ur coffee..d unmoored thaughts jst slip away and n d end i jst no i gotta adjust this time 2 fr its jst a matter f few months and den "U" will b bak n my arms 4eva. Wat r dese few years b4 a lifetime? Nufing?!..I am wai8tng fr my "inamorata"..my ishan..*kiss d teddy*...

The moments lived shortest carry longest memories wid dem

Let me start by saying I LOVE YOU...aweeeeee sometimz i jst feel lke havng u rite hre n ma arms....hre near me....sumtmz i jst feel wat i cnt put down.... " drez a reason 2 smile wen i m low.. d reason 2 luk up wen i m down.. d reason 2 live wen lyfz fukin u.. d reason 2 want wen u cnt have.. d reason 2 breath wen ur dead.. d reason 2 feel d warmth f sunshine on a winter night.. d reason 2 laugh wen ur cryin.. d reason 2 walk wen u cnt stand.. d reason 2 move ahead of d deadend..d reason 2 find a reason fr a reason wen itz already an established fact!!.. nd D reason iz "U"!! last tym u met me.. d precious moment i hv been treasurin' awl d way.. though it wz jst fr a sec or 2 dat i met u...bt dat feeling still lingers on..itz funy hw u cn live a 1000 lifez n jst a minute..d hug v shared..leads me on evryday..as one never noz wat tommrw bringz... so
Everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again..
..promise me u'll b strong..promise me u'll never cry..i jst wanna say-
"Ever u miss me,
never u cry.
For a drop of tear in ur eyes,
Is a day less in my life" ......
sumtimz d feelingz so shortlived carry an evrlasting memory.. nd it hardly matters fr no matter wat d time period was u have dem wid u till eternity!
lurrrrrrrrrbbbbbbb u freva!!