Thursday, May 28, 2009

The apple of my eye




I thank thee for making

This life of mine worthwhile

For the days I felt sad and low

You were the one who made me smile

Strange but true -you’ve somehow

Got the power to make me laugh

When I want to cry

You are the voice that inspires me

To give- just one last try

You bring rainbows, sunshine

Butterflies in this dreary life of mine

I want to show you that without

You, my sun doesn’t shine

You are the only one

Who knows pieces of me

You opened my eyes

And made me see

You held my hand

And made me feel

The unfathomable power of friendship

And what wonders it can do

Whatever I am today

It is all because of you

Change is the law of life

Day gives way to night

Fruits ripen and fall

Nothing remains the same at all

Glaciers melt turn into water

Rain becomes the river

And grapes turn to wine

But one thing I’m sure of- Nothing’s

Going to change this love of mine

For you, that I treasure in my heart

It will remain unaffected and grow

With each and every second

By each passing tomorrow

You’re my knight in shining armour

The one I’ll trust blindly till the end

For you are my dear, brother, friend

We’ll remain joined at hip - you and I

I love you Sarvar

You are the apple of my eye.



Wednesday, May 27, 2009

That special someone



You're that special someone

Who secretly grew garden of roses

In this devastated desert of mine

You paint me colors of sky and rain

Bring me up whenever I fall, you-

Show me the way and I try again.

You rekindle strength and hope

At times when I surrender and negativity

Prevails all over me.

You’re the umbrella I hold on to

In the rainy days of my life

You’re my savior my only one

And the safest place to hide

I know you’ll be there always

When I need you to be with me

When the world turns upside down

In situations like this I’ll count on thee

Because I know you would suffice

The need of hour, you’ll fight

For me and make sacrifice

You’re the only one I know

Who’ll share my success and fame

And when the people turn against me

You will hold me despite my shame

I thank thee for giving me wings

To fly this high and all the things

You have been doing for me

I can never thank you enough but

All I call say is-

Whenever you want me

Whenever you need me

I’ll be there for you and give thee

Until the end of time, the best of me.


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tainted Love




Yes I saw everything

Everything once you were gone

The love for me in your heart, faint

Those lovely pictures of ours together, taint

I saw that pretended smile

You wore every once in a while

Yes I felt everything

Everything once you were gone

I felt that excruciating pain




Create an everlasting void in my heart

Which I tried to fill somehow, in vain

Indeed it wrenched and ripped my insides apart

I realized everything too late

Everything once you were gone

How quickly you grew inside of me

Blinding me, my life I just couldn’t see

Anything apart from you or feel

And now, I know that love is blind

Because all this while I was blinded by you

Yes you eclipsed this soul so flawlessly

That somewhere between our long talks

Giggles and those walks, I lost my identity

I lost my senses, felt no hurt no pain

Yes, I lost everything that was mine

Just like I lose now, these teardrops in rain.


Monday, May 18, 2009

Unpredictable future, predictable love -


You may never really know

Whether it’ll be sunny or it’ll snow

Or how beautiful will be your tomorrow

Will it bring happiness or torture you with sorrow.

No one knows how long the love is gonna last

All I’ll say is the changes will be far too fast

For you to feel, for you to realize

It’ll be all in ashes before you open your eyes.

I don’t know if ever in my life it’s gonna be a clear sky

All I see is the blue hue changing into the shades of gray

His love was a subject to change, was this the way?

I wanna know why the trees change in fall

Or did he ever really love me at all?

Love – today it might be alive and going strong

But tomorrow it will be all dead and gone

All that I predict now is a stormy night

Blizzards and dust storms blinding my sight

I can hear the seas roaring and see the rising tide

But I got no savior now, no shelter, not a place to hide

The only truth I knew is filling me with doubt & self pity

Subsequently I have started to lose my integrity

No – no I don’t need those forge kisses, hugs, love etc

Keep them to yourself and entertain thyself

For I guess it’s too late to show me the shape of your heart

When I tried to hold on to you, you were the one who drifted apart

Yes it was a good show and you played an excellent part

I was kept blinded and numb whilst someone else stole my part

You see this love is a crazy thing

There'll be good times and there'll be bad times

And everything in between, unknown and unseen

It's just once in a lifetime that you really

Fall for someone, fall in love and then rest is just life

So you never really know what future holds for you

Will the people change or they'll stay true

Stupid me! I never learnt from others

That love is an asinine game and realized everything so late

Now, i sit unaccompanied here in a corner and wonder

Titania - What a place to seal your faith!