Cigarettes And Alcohol

The Gang Who Smoked On The Rocks

We're certainly not acting our age ^_^
I hope the fun never ends.
Friends always. <3*.>

Just Another Cigarette ")

The sky is starlit
Just perfect to lit
The gasper lying unlit
Each one of us
Longing for some hit
Just another
- fag
- a puff
- the smell
The emanating smudge
Saturating the atmosphere
With a heady addictive smell
Just another
- smoldering cigarette
- discarded butts
- consumed reefers
Can’t escape this addiction
Err.. well who wants to?
Cause smoking makes you cool
And smoking makes you rule
So fuck all the rules
And join us for
Just another
- whiff
- smoke
- gust of tobacco
All we yearn for is a lit gasper
Just another fag to feel high
Enjoy the smoke the puff
And addictive aroma coming out
Just another till
- the last ones charred
- the last one drops
- the last ones lit
We take another drag and calm down

And just another pack to take us down.
Smoking cigarettes all night long
A lighter a pack and our song
For happiness is just
A cigarette away
Get some cigarettes
Get some life for
No cigarette.. No dope!!


~Let The Insanity Begin!!~
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Fuck The System Thank You Very Much! ")

Things i would like to do with you..

When you are not with me every second suffocates my life outta me. Sometimes it feels as if i will have to live a thousand centuries to get you, to get through the love of my life. And these longings will never fade neither my love for you.. i will wait till that golden epoch when i will have you just you and me together forever.. I will wait for my soul to merge with yours.. i will wait for your and mine heart to be one and for that day when i solemnly get transferred to you..become yours and only yours possession.. to live with you and that life will be saturated by nothing but mine and your laughter our love in tiny happy little world. I long to watch the sunset in your arms..i long to play barefeet with you on a beach.. to dance with you in rain.. take a walk in humdrum of pitter patter rain drops.. gift you the best i can..take care of all your needs..kiss your pain away.. go for a long long walk holding your hand in mine down the sea shore at midnight .. hug u a ten-ten thousand times .. sleep wraped in your arms everynight .. kiss you a million -million times .. cook with ya in afternoons .. stare right in your eyes till eternity.. to feel the warmth of your lips on mine.. to feel my cheek going pink everytime your eyes meet mine .. to experience th love in silence when your around me .. to have that funny feeling of missing you even when you sit right next to me .. set out at midnight on a long drive .. share a cuppa of coffee sitting on the window sill while i rest my head on your shoulder.. to see ya next to me forever after.. and many more..but all i long for desperately is just to spend million life times with you..just you and me.. i just want you two time sin my life one now and the other forever.. how lucky are those who see you feel you everyday .. how lucky are those who meet you more than often.. I m , jealous of all of them ..

P.S. - I m jealous of all those who have ever hugged or kissed you .. 'cause for a moment they held my world!!

stranger in my life..

I have been so happy luvin u.. u gave me d best u cud nd yeah sumtimz evn mre dan u cud.. most awf awl u make me experience d true.exotic.addictive.supportive .unconditional.real luv.. err..ever imagine cn nybdy really luv d way v do..d way v goin to?. thy eternal luv is awl I need 2 survive.live.breathe.exist. n experience d power f ya luv n evry second I breathe.. i still recall d first day “ I had a stranger in my life.” hw I got a stranger in my life nd since den our luv has grown Citius, altius, fortius !!*heartiest thnxie to ma amigos fr dis*..well.. I started livin fr dat special sumone..i started depending on dat stranger 2 survive..to have his company n thick n thin of ma life..dat same strangerz hand n mine 4eva..itz awl jst like yesterday..to hear dose special 3 words from dat stranger to get thru d day.. nd I agree luvin d stranger wasn’t a mistake..nd yeah if dey call dis a mistake I swear I wud commit it over and over again..i wud repeat it fr d rest awf ma lyf..nd awl d lives I have after dis one..u always make me feel perfect though I no m nt..u make me feel d power of our special luv.. n now u have touchd ma hrt n touched ma soul..every now I go to sleep I jst cnt stop dreamin about you..ur love has gt me feeling kinda weak..nw I really can't see me without you..nd now you're runnin' round in my head..I'm never gonna let you slip away again.. n if m askin u to hold me tight swear itz gonna b all night!..in ya armz I finaly breathe rap me up n ur luv itz d oxygen I need..oh baby it dusnt realy matter until m in luv wid u nd u wid me..happy together forever nd always..

“Life is not worth living till you have someone to die for..
And life is not worth dying till you have someone to live for!!”

P.S. – n doubtlessly dis life is not worth dying till I have ‘him’ to live for!!

hez a reason fr teardrops on ma pillow..

Err.. all I remember, it was late afternun it lasted 4eva but ended so soon.. I learnt sumfing dat nw I must live wid everyday-d pain plausibly I put u thru..we wre all by ourself lukin at d dark green grass wen I felt ur pain- d pain no1 will find and all ur feelings so deep inside wz dat den I realizd dat 4eva wz n ur eyes d moment I saw u cry..i fink I jst saw u cry..by nw I hv seen u cry seen u smile..itz jst lke I hv spent a lyf tym wid u..till nw we hd evryfing d world is lukin fr..nd I heard d laugh dat was overrated I jst pray it gets better as we move on..all f ur hopin & all f ur searchin fr wat ask fr me wat m livng n wat gvz me strength nd m wilin 2 die fr..cuz nt a single thingz gonna solve nyfing tonight..bth feel so helpless..was our luv like sea waves nd shore meant 2 b together bt drez sumfing dat is jst nt in our hands?..wish I cud shed d thoughts f u dat hv becum ma skin jst hv a luk @ d afflicted live burnz beneath m bleedin..n all d tym I walk thru dese doubts n ma mind..save ma soul- so cold frm fear..well I cnt 4gt dis evnin n ur face wen u wre leavin bt I guess dats d way d story goz..u always smiled bt n ur eyes ur sorrow shows yes it shows..well I cnt 4gt tommorw wen I fink abt ma sorrow I had u dre wen i let u go nly fact i shud let u no wat u shud really no iz I cnt live ah! nay a sec, if livin iz widout u..

I feel so lonely n different here..i was so used 2 being next to u..dis lyf fr me iz jst nt d same..miss u so bad I cnt sleep..need 2 cum bak 2 me straight in ma arms cuz man u made hard 2 breathe..ouu u aren’t wid me..i neva really thaught I wud need u dre wen I cry..days feel like years wen m alone& d night cumes nd I feel relevd cuz I gt a day closer 2 my deathbed..bt all dis wunt take away my luv..i hv started findin comfrt n pain ..and wen d last day comez & wen itz awl said n dun beliv it wunt tke away ma luv..d way evrybdy i called my own treat me is nt worth living for & if it continues i might nt live longer so evry tym u hold me- hold me like dis is d last tym promise me evry tym u’ll kiss me- kiss me like u wil neva c me again..nd nw wid out u wid me..n ma thoughts in ma dreams u hv taken ova me itz ike m nt me..m hooked on 2 u..m in a fix, I cnt take it dis loneliness jst consumes me n maims my lyf..m hanging between d longing 2 hold u again m caught n ya shadow..my memory divides d thornes frm d roses & its u n d roses..i sumtymz wonder f he noz hez all I fink abt @ night..n if I get sum sleep I cnt stop dreamin abt ya.. ur far nd itz really hard m misin u wanna b whr u r..bt dese milion miles jst stand b/w us.. it may seem I hv evryfing bt evyrfing meanz nufin..sumtimz lonliness is a part f me..take it bak take it all bak now d fingz I gave lke taste f ma kiss n ya lips I miss dat nw..I cnt try ny harder dan I do all d reasonz I gave fr u m broken in2 all d fingz left undiscovered dey leave me empty n 2 wander..dunt walk away..touch me wid ur healing touch hw I long 2 feel sumfing so real plz remind me ma luv n take me bak cuz m so in luv wid wat v wre m nt breathin m suffoc8tin widout u..drez million reasonz y I cry cuz I wanna b n luv again..shut d doorz n close ma eyes fr no i longer wish 2 c d world whu hatches conspiracy 2 separate d inseparable us..dey tuk u away frm me..ma hrt is crippled by d pain dat I keep on hidin..gve me a reason 2 open my eyes..
And I no I let u hv all d power..all d miles dat separate us disapr nw wen m dreamn f ya face..nd itz u whose d closest inside ma lonely mind.. evn nw evryfing dat I do remindz me f u and d used to bez..i cn hadly breathe need u feel u hre wid me..I just wanna u 2 no its true:
wen ur gone pieces f ma hrt missin u..but guess gotta learn 2 live wid dese pieces 4eva gone 4eva u d fights are all I experience nd d changes is all I c..i wunt say u changed or so did I fr dat matter..cuz to me ur still d human I luvd spiritually wid 1 body nd soul..i dunt complain u changed cuz I luved d inner you d man beneath d apparent u nd nt ur qualities..and as I no qualities change behaviour changes bt d human remains d same..so indeed unlike odrz I luved d inner soul nd nt d qualities perhaps m still at d recievin end?..*burst in2 tearz*

Reminiscence Of Past Gaiety..

Raindrops dancing n ma rooftop..birds flying 2 seek shelter..nature all calm serene nd washed..shining lush green..branches nd leaves quivering n d gentle nipping breeze..suddenly d lyf feels altogether afresh! nd anew!..It wz jst yesterday me sitting nest 2 ya..ma head resting n ur shoulder..me clinging n 2 u..Oh! so tightly..ma hands clasped n urs..grasping ya arms n m9..laughing wid ya..nd now d lyf seems 2 have ceased..dose moments f "U" nd "ME" lost n humdrum f lyf..dose memories f "US" jst froze..jst froze sumhow sumwhere..
Lyf spun 180..nd nw here i sit alone n ma dark room n a corner..on a couch wid d teddy u gifted me..cuddling it..d songs u dedic8td meh turned on loud..nd hre goz 1 f dem:-
Hey there Delilah

Dont you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice its my disguise

Im by your side...
There iz sumfing strange..i dunt feel lonely evn though i m..i dunt miss ya so hard dat i might start crying..whereas i shud..dunno wat it really iz bt certainly drez sumfing dat keeps me going on..nd as i search fr d answrz n ma heart i learn itz ur luv,ur promises,ur everlasting touch, dat one last deep amorous kiss n my cheek, ur words f confessions-"I luv ya tanya"..dat gve me strength! Evn though u r far away..it still feels u r jst sitting beside meh...Knock! Knock! n d door nd d chain f ma thaughts break!..I open ma door take d glass f coffee..it's addictive aroma reminds meh f how d last time u made me sip ur coffee..d unmoored thaughts jst slip away and n d end i jst no i gotta adjust this time 2 fr its jst a matter f few months and den "U" will b bak n my arms 4eva. Wat r dese few years b4 a lifetime? Nufing?!..I am wai8tng fr my "inamorata"..my ishan..*kiss d teddy*...

The moments lived shortest carry longest memories wid dem

Let me start by saying I LOVE YOU...aweeeeee sometimz i jst feel lke havng u rite hre n ma arms....hre near me....sumtmz i jst feel wat i cnt put down.... " drez a reason 2 smile wen i m low.. d reason 2 luk up wen i m down.. d reason 2 live wen lyfz fukin u.. d reason 2 want wen u cnt have.. d reason 2 breath wen ur dead.. d reason 2 feel d warmth f sunshine on a winter night.. d reason 2 laugh wen ur cryin.. d reason 2 walk wen u cnt stand.. d reason 2 move ahead of d deadend..d reason 2 find a reason fr a reason wen itz already an established fact!!.. nd D reason iz "U"!! last tym u met me.. d precious moment i hv been treasurin' awl d way.. though it wz jst fr a sec or 2 dat i met u...bt dat feeling still lingers on..itz funy hw u cn live a 1000 lifez n jst a minute..d hug v shared..leads me on evryday..as one never noz wat tommrw bringz... so
Everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again..
..promise me u'll b strong..promise me u'll never cry..i jst wanna say-
"Ever u miss me,
never u cry.
For a drop of tear in ur eyes,
Is a day less in my life" ......
sumtimz d feelingz so shortlived carry an evrlasting memory.. nd it hardly matters fr no matter wat d time period was u have dem wid u till eternity!
lurrrrrrrrrbbbbbbb u freva!!

Dis One Is Hallowed For Awl Ma Cuchiez..Awl Ma Amigos..!

Dis one i found...guess best describes "US"......
Dis onez fr awl ma cuchieez out dre......

1. Ma cuchiesstest - *ISHAN*





2. Ma cuchieee - SARI





3. Ma cuchieee - KANT





4. Ma cuchieee - NIK





5. Ma cuchieee - MALO





6. Ma cuchieee - PRANAV





7. Ma cuchieee - SHABY





8. Ma cuchieee - PRADY





9. Ma cuchieee - SID

P.S- nd awl ma frndyz out dre....

Our inside jokes-too many to name.
When we're apart it's never the same.
When we're together it's nothing but fun.
Replacing my pals just can't be done.
As the years pass,
and we grow apart.
I want you to know,
that you guys are in my heart.
You helped me through problems,
through things good and bad.
You helped me keep smiling :-),
when I was sad.
You helped me with guys,
you made me stay strong.
How will I live,
when you guys are gone?
And where the years take us,
no place is too far.
We will think of each other,
wherever we are.
You're wonderful people,
with good hearts to lend.
And I want you to know,
that you all will always be my Best Friends!!
*courtesy: net*

We can't forget the fun we've had..
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue..
Talking of things only we find funny..
People think we're insane-*If they only knew!!*

AWL- Dunno where 2 begin frm..first f al i wud lke 2 fank al f u fr being ma frnd...u al hv playd ur part n ma lyf n ur own lil way but..evn dat 2 me is colossal...special...cn neva 4gt ya..muuuuuuuuuahzzz ma cuchieeeez!!..u mde me smile wen wz down u hv cried wid me..hw cn i 4gt awl dose days wen u consoled me till i finally laughed...u hv always been a gud reason fr ma laughs..smiles..ur mezmorizin presence aweee chooooo precious 1..d ambience u cre8ed mn bttr dan d northern lights[aurora borealis!]..swear!!..u awl new exactly wat i felt nd d most cutiest part wz u 2 evn sailed wid me n dat mood!!..u hv neva let meh feel lonely..orphan lke neva..always wid me ma strength ma bak!!..u cried wid me smiled wid me despaired wid me..u hv always accepted awl quirky childish stupid pijoriya typa fingz abt meh[amazing huh?!]..gawd noz hw many timz i hv stained ya shirts wid ma tears[srry..]..u hv seen me at ma wrst nd still sd i was d bst..u fght fr ad defnd me evn wn u new i was wrong..u awl no meh inside out..mah lyf iz indeed an open buk n front f ya..u always stood by ma side whn i was hvng a hard time nd always 4gve me fr being a b*tch..u dunt expect an apology but deserve 1 fr nywhr ny time i might hv...m SRRY..nd thanx fr being d main partners n al d crimes commitd ba me..lol,.. So many *memories* so many StUpId fights so many inside .j.o.k.e.s. and the CRAZIEST nights…everything crazy that I do always seems to happen when im with [(U)]!!..The [bst] memories r d ones i ((can't)) e.x.p.l.a.i.n. nd end up s/a/y/i/n/g "u hd 2 b dre."..u saw ma 1st tear... caught d 2nd... nd stopd d 3rd!!..""The only reason god didnt make us sisters nd brothers is because one mom couldn't handle us awl""..lol..fr me u awl mean evn mre dan dese 7 fold skies..nd mre dan u cn imagine..swear!..

"We can never say how far our friendship would go and how long we'd stay together. All I know is that even if we'd be miles apart you'd awl remain as my friendz freva..:-)

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1. ISHAN - Where do I begin? To tell the story of how great a love can be The sweet love story that is older than the seaThe simple truth about the love he brings to me Where do I start? Like a summer rain That cools the pavement with a patent leather shine He came into my life and made the living fine And gave a meaning to this empty world of mine How long does it last? Can love be measured by the hours in a day? I have no answers now, but this much I can say I'm going to need him till the stars all burn away And he'll be there He fills my heart with very special things With angels' songs, with wild imaginings He fills my soul with so much love That anywhere I go, I'm never lonely With him along, who could be lonely I reach for his hand, it's always there!:)....................ma sweetheart,ma heart beat,ma breath,ma soul fr dis body is nufin widout U..always up2 sum pranks..dough it usd 2 mke me feel a bit low 2 c ya n trouble bt den i wz proud f ya 2 d same time..*emo*..whu takz fings n hz hrt..neva finks wat d consequences cud b..bit short tempered[bt ma chweety iz improving]..every bat f hz eyelid makes me wanna indulge n an never ending romance wid him..hz belly laugh makz me go crazy..al d luv he showers n me iz enough fr me 2 survive till eternity..always true..kind..understndin..lurbbng..d vry luk f hm encites n me ignites n me a passion..nd evry time i c hm i gt a new reason as 2 y i shud fall ova nd ova fr him..huny luv ya lotzzzz... SONGS fr ma cuchie[though i hv already dedic8d ya 67 f dem bt still...here goz 4 mre-HOOBASTANK-THE REASON nd INXS-AFTERGLOW..nd COLBIE CAILLAT-BUBBLY..nd 3 DOORS DOWN-HERE WIDOUT U...





2. SARI- well wat 2 say abt hm he simply rox n ma buks.. a perfect definition f emo nd punk.. hez a born rockstar..a total freak.. brat.. funky..funny..hez d nly 1 whu cn cheer me up wen m n ma worst moodzys.. ma minion..a real bro f m9[still crackin d mystry behind it..lol]..hez mr attitude..nd dunno strange bt ma day iz a lke F*ck till he really lets me down n evry way he cn..i mean bajos meri n evry point..mn jst miss dat!!..really u d mn whu noz wat frndshp meanz..hatts awf 2 ya sari fr evryfing.. hez a lil gangsta wannabe..nd d coolest hunk i hv eva cum across..dis qoute especially fr ya sari-"A good friend helps you up when you fall. A best friend pees their pants laughing, trips you again, and calls you an a**hole".-llurrrrrb ya lotz mele cuchieeeee.. nd kweep rawking funky punky mr attitude .. SONG fr ya - YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND BY QUEEN ..





3. KANT- aweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee chweeeeeeeeetypie meri jst lurb ya lots..always helpin me..shez d 1 whu sees ma tears evn wen i try 2 hide dem n ma smiles..d 1 whu noz evryfng abt meh..u hv always been dre wen i needed ya most..nd i still remmbr al d times u hv cried wen i hv..a passin8 nd true luvr mn neva seen a luvr lke her..lukx bttr wen she abuses..n i no ma sweets cn do ny ifng fr me..hey neva feel lonely u no me always a sum numbrs away jst call me..nd u btta gt slimy slimy nw high time dear...nd wat 2 say hugging her feels lke heaven n ma arms ... u hv always felt ma pain nd al d fingz i cn neva 4gt simply u rox babe!..... SONG fr u ma cuchiee-I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU BY W SMITH





4. NIK-ah!! maa bestttttt frndy frndy.....ma chweethrt..ur jokes mn cn neva 4gt dem d faces u mke awesum..always dre fr me hez reallyd 1 whu mkz sure m comfortable b4 he leavz..thanx fr all d timz u been dre wid me really needed ya..nd wat 2 say abt hz cheek mn so irrisistable gullguly..lol..mn hez gt d power 2 throw n d spot jokes nd mke u go lolling al ova!..kind sweet undastnding caring helpful luving..nd wat nt i always fall short f words while def9n hm hez really...........cuteeeeee!!!!!!!!! awe miss ya lots yaar...down 2 earth..cn neva 4gt d day u wipd ma tears gawddddd i wz moved ba dat gesture..must say u f f d kinds!! amazinggg!!!!! SONG fr ya-JAMES TAYLOR-YOU GOT A FRIEND





5. MALO- ma w.i.f.e......lol,,,,,,,willm iss ya lots d best fing abt hr iz she cn laugh n ny joke mn ! amazing nd her million dollar smile wow.......nd hr new sexy lukz mer ana hote hue bhi khardha hota rehta hai.lol..short smart sweet sexy [allitera8n gawd!again] kind caring nd perfect match fr ma NIK baby..wow m sooooooo happy fr ya gawd blech ya!shez always been dre fr mw wid me nd i cn neva 4gt d laughing sessionz v hv 2gthr.nd ya comments n ma blog really touchd me-"damnnnnnn........m literally SPEECHLESS.......WID MY EYES WATERING...brackish water....i dunno....u rock jaaan.....:"....u rox!!!! will miss u lotzz malo *SOB*





6. PRANAV- d chweeeeeeeeetestf awl ma frndz......hez nature rox...hez damn frndly caring uindrstning nd dull f respect fr hz true frndz..i still remmbr d day u gftd us d teddy itw z choooooo cuchieeeeeeeeeee.........muahz...nd d card hw cni eva 4gt dat it touched ma heart...mn u luvd us sooooooo dearly lurrrrrrrrrb ya pranav...nd m missin ya lke GgaWd!! hell...u r a true frnd..whr shall i eva find a one lke u..so true nd caring towards meh?!...i cn neva 4gt ya dimple mn.....so sexy!!...miss ya lotz yaar.........lots really!.!!





7. SHABBY- hez wat i cn say pure punjabi ..jatt..whu still iz tryin 2 find hz luv..neva mind u will soon shabby find a bttr dan awlf us..he rox simply! he blvz n hvn evryfing king size..nd evn larger dan dat!....leg te peg,,lai apne shabby paji kujh v kar sakde ne..lol..hw cn i 4gt dat night shabby thnx fr cheering meh up[sari u need 2 transl8 fr hm..incase he dusnt undatsnd lol] hey ma 2 gud frnd really miss u nd ur thullu lke hell!!! u really cuddly cuddly kinda bro f m9 lurrb ya lots..hope u stay lke dis 4eva..nd wat 2 say abt hz pronouncia8n,,,,,,,2 gud v jst cnt hve enough!!!buraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa>>>>>>





8. PRADY-ma andr cuchieeeeeeeeee misssssssssssssssssing ya lots yaaaaaaaaaaaar ,,,,, u nd ur jokes wow i swear kordh hojata tha hans hans k..mast itne mast ,,,,,,feww!! miss al dat fun i had wid ya..dose days r really memorable...........i do rembr d days u hv mde me special..nd really worth ya frnd tahnx fr evryfing pranjal..luvd sitting behind ya n class.nd troublin evrybdy..ur commments...miss data awl...u rox!
   
9. SID- k hez ma new chatting frnd fr m delhi,,,hiz nature rox...dunno bt hez ma twin bro kinda our choices..nd all so similar..itz flabbagastin mn wow! nd hez chooo down 2 earth kind sweet caring undastnding n comforting.......hz gt d best collctn f songz must say..nd hz baby lke cuty cuty face awe makes ma day..lurb ya lotz dear...m still explorin ya nd dunt wurry u will find true luv soon>>>>

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P.S.-I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, and I call them my best friends...one word dat best describz US d rawkerz iz...KkhhApp!..which often leads 2 Koordh!!..lolz

m thankful 2 awl f ma FღRღIღEღNღDღS fr leaving ya precious footprints n ma sands f lyf..u hv mde a grl outta me..ma lyf widout awl f ya iz sumfing i jst cnt imagine...ma lyf widout u iz colourless dull..u hv touched ma lyf n ur own special way nd dat i swear i cn neva 4gt..GaWdd BlEchh YyA aWwl..adios..tada..nd muahhhhhhhhhhhhz 2 awl ma cuchiezzzzz <<3333...u!!!!!>>!

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Mah Fantasy..

An endless summer eve.."U" nd "ME" lying languidly in a hammock..me resting ma head n ur chest..ma hand across ya tummy slightly under ya shirt..ma feet hugged by urz..And v bth lost n each other ..The clouds as if "J" [*jealous*] f "US"..cast a shadow..nd it strts 2 drizzle..ur arm around ma shoulder m9 around ur waist..walking towards our house..rain gettng heavier..I stop nd turn ya waist 2wrds meh..nd u luk straight n2 ma eyes..nd v jst keep gazing..nd slowly cum closer..i stand n ma toes nd kiss ya n ur lips..in d rainfall..d wind gets raw nd cold..and u hug me tightly..nd our bodyz gting warmth frm each odrz insatiate luv..n dat chilly heavenly shower nd v stand all wet nd still n each odrz arms till eternity...And tonight it's only "U" and "ME"..only "U" nd "ME"....

AN ODE TO "ISHAN"

For all d timz "U" stood by me..

For all d truth "U" mde me c..

For all d joy "U" brought 2 ma lyf..

For all d wrong dat "U" mde right..

For every dream "U" mde cum true..

For all d luv dat binds in "U"..

"U" wre ma strenght wen i wz weak..

"U" wre ma voice weni cudnt speak..

"U" wre my eyes wen i cudnt c..

"U" lifted me up wen i cudnt reach..

"U" gve me faith cuz U belivd..

"I" am evryfing..

"I" am bcuz "U" luvd me..

"U" gve me wings and i cud fly..

"U" touched my hands..

"I" cud touch d sky..

"I" lost ma faith..

"U" gve it back 2 me..

nd i hd "UR" luv..

"I" hd it "ALL"..

"I" am blessed cuz..

"I" m luvd ba "U"..

"U" r always dre fr me..

light in d dark..

shining "UR" luv fr me..

"U" r ma evryfing..

ma reason 2 live..

2 breathe..evryfing..

ma lyf iz endless..

jst bcuz of "U"..

Story-Dey say..Happines shared is joy doubled!!

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.
The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.
The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene.
One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn't hear the band, he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Unexpectedly, an alien thought entered his head:Why should he have all the pleasure of seeing everything while I never get to see anything ? It didn't seem fair. As the thought fermented the man felt ashamed at first. But as the days passed and he missed seeing more sights, his envy eroded into resentment and soon turned him sour. He began to brood and he found himself unable to sleep. He should be by that window - that thought now controlled his life.
Late one night as he lay staring at the ceiling, the man by the window began to cough. He was choking on the fluid in his lungs. The other man watched in the dimly lit room as the struggling man by the window groped for the button to call for help. Listening from across the room he never moved, never pushed his own button which would have brought the nurse running. In less than five minutes the coughing and choking stopped, along with the sound of breathing.Now there was only silence ----- deathly silence.
The following morning the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths. When she found the lifeless body of the man by the window, she was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take it away -- no works, no fuss. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.
Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it all himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed.It faced a blank wall!!. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.She said,"Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you."

"There is tremendous happiness in making others happy,despite our own situations.Shared grief is half the sorrow,but happiness when shared,is doubled!..If you want to feeel rich just count all of the things you have that money can't buy.Today is a gift, that's why it is called "the present."

True Lover -"THE ROSE"

Red roses wre her favritz,her name was also Rose..And evry year her husband sent them,tied with pretty bows..The year he died,the roses were delivered to her door.The card said,"Be My Valentine," like al d yrs b4!! Each yr he sent hr roses,and d note wud always say,"I Love You Even More Dis Year Than Last Year On This Day" My love fr u will always grow,wid evry passing year."

She new dis wz d last time dat d roses wud appear. She thaught, he ordered roses n advance b4 dis day..Her loving husband dd nt noe dat he wud pass away..He always like 2 do fingz n advance,way b4 time.Then, if he gt 2 bzy,evryfing wud work out f9!!..She trimmed d stems nd placed dem n a very special vase..Then sat d vase beside d portraite f hz smiling face.She wud sit fr hourz n her husband's fav chair. While staring at hz pic,nd d roses sitting dre.A year went by, nd it wz hard 2 live widout her m8..

Wid lonliness nd solitude dat had becum her fate.Then,d very hour ,as on Valentinez Day b4..The doorbell rang,nd dre wre roses,sitting by her door.She brought d roses in, nd den just looked at dem in shock!..den went 2 gt d fone numbr f d florist shop..she calld..The owner answered,nd she askd hm 2 explain,Why wud sum1 do dis 2 her causing her such pain??...why?.."I know ur husband's passed away ,more dan a year ago,"..The owner sd,"i knew u wud call, nd u wud want 2 know...The flowers u recieved 2day wre paid fr n advance.Your husband always planned ahead,he left nothing 2 chance!!..There is a standing order,dat i hv on file down hre,And he has paid,well in advance,u'll get dem evry year..Dre iz also andr fing dat i fink u shud noe..He wrote a special lil' card..he dd dis years ago..Then,shud ever i fid out dat he's no longer here,That's d card...dat shud b sent, 2 u d following year..

She thanked hm nd hung up d fone,her tears now flowing hard. Her fingers shaking as she slowly reached 2 get d card.Inside d card she saw dat he had written her a note..Then she startd n total silence dis iz wat he wrote...

"Hello,my luv,i noe it's been a year since i'hv been gone, I hope it hasnt been 2 hard fr u 2 overcum, I know it must be lonely,nd d pain is very real..For if it wz d odr way,I know how wud i feel..The luv we shared mde evryfing so beautiful n lyf..I loved u mre dan words can say, u wre d perfect wife!!*SOB*..You wre my frnd and luvr,u fullfiled ma evry need..I know it's nly been a year bt plz try nt 2 grieve..I want u 2 b happy, evn wen u shed ur tears..When u get dese roses,fink f all d happiness That we had 2gthr,nd hw bth f us wre blessed.I have always loved u nd i know i always will...But,my love,u must go on,u hve some living still..Please.. try 2 find happiness,while living out ur days.I know its nt easy,but i hope u find some ways..The roses will come evry year,nd dey will nly stop,When ur door's nt answered,when d florist stops 2 knock..He will come 5 timez dat day,n case u hve gone out..But aftr hiz last visit,he will know widout a doubt,To take the roses to the place,where i've instructed him,And d place the roses where we are,togethr once again."

Sometimz in lyf,u find a special frnd..

someone whu changes ur lyf jst by being a part f it..

Someone whu makes u laugh until u cn't stop..

Someone whu makes u believe dat dre really is gud n d world..

Someone whu convinces u dat dre really is an unlocked door jst wa8tng fr u 2 open it..

This is Forever Friendship..nd may b it turns out 2 b ur luv..jst as it did n ma case*..

My Heart Wants To Say...

Grade 10 :: This was the first time wen i saw her.She came up to our school for the very first time.She

was beautiful,charming and damn cute!!She was very new to me and my classroom as well.She was sitting right next to me. I wanted to befriends with her 4eva..I know i loved her and it was love at first sight.Oh! I loved her and wanted to tell her but she did not notice me. I loved her from inner core of my heart but i was shy...i dunno why?

Grade 11 :: This was the time wen she and i had turned up 2 b gud friends.She came up to me after school and shared notes wid me.She kissed me on my right cheek and said," ur my best friend!" Then she went away. I loved her but she did not notice me.I wanted to tell her but i was shy...i dunno why?

Grade 12 :: This day she had a fight wid her boyfriend and she called me up..to her place. I went there and saw her weeping buckets..i almost died at dat sight!..I sympathised..Soon she felt fine.We passed our time by watching a movie and eating a big bag of chips.I went and she said,"thanx!" You are my best friend and kissed me on my right cheek! now i did not ...wanted to be just friends..but...I loved her but she did not notice me.I wanted to tell her but i was shy...i dunno why?

Graduation Day :: We got graduated and still she looked the same as pretty as eva! I loved to see her smile. I loved every move she made. On graduation day she wore a black coat and a nice black scholar hat...with a nice golden ringlets hanging loose on her shoulder. Her green eyes..sparkling as eva! I loved her but she thaught of me- a good friend!..I loved her but she never noticed me and i was shy...i dunno why?

At The Ball :: Till thid time we had decided to meet each other as soon as possible..to keep this friendship alive.We used to meet but not as often as i would have desired.We danced that night boozed a lot..she kissed me on my right cheek and said u r d best buddy!..my best friend!.but i loved her and wanted to confess...but i was shy i dunno why?

On Her Wedding :: Yes, unbelievable but she was getting married! Not to me..but to her boyfriend. She looked sooo beautiful! He was a lucky man! He was getting married to her >"< .She was askes by the priest if she accepted him as her husband..?..my heart sank..surprising but true..she looked down for quite a long while..priest repeated the question..she looked at him..den straight into my eyes..i felt uncomfortable..gave an artificial smile and lowered my eyes..and den she said "YES"..i was half dead..The priest repeated those questions for the groom..i assumed myself and said "yes" to awl f dem n my mind..i no it sound silly but it gave me hellota relief!.believe me!!<">...i still liked her and wanted to marry her but i was shy...i dunno why?

End :: She expired!*sob* I could not believe this!! I felt helpless..mind blanked out!..heart missed a beat..forehead decorated with tiny droplets of sweat..finally i fell in my couch and cried a ten ten thousand tears!..I went for her death ceremony. The priest said the prayers for her soul to rest in peace. I did not pay attention to the prayers for i was still recovering from the shock of my life! My mind was still roaming about her memories..Soon the priest opened her secret diary and started reading-Suddenly the chain of thaughts broke and i listened..to him.
"This diary belongs toa great lady , to a very lovely lady...This page states that she loved someone.

It says- since the first day of my school till the end moment of my life..I loved him and he was my best friend..so kind..nice..lovely..handsome..the best! I loved to sit with him on the first day of my school and all the grades from 10-12. I wanted that this page should be read out after i die. I loved him and he cosoled me,when i broke up with my boyfriend, HE was the only guy i called up to. I have always loved him but...I was shy...i dunno why?...i dunno why?
"It takes a second to have a crush on someone...
A minute to like someone...
An hour to love someone...
But it takes a lifetime to forget someome!!..