Err.. all I remember, it was late afternun it lasted 4eva but ended so soon.. I learnt sumfing dat nw I must live wid everyday-d pain plausibly I put u thru..we wre all by ourself lukin at d dark green grass wen I felt ur pain- d pain no1 will find and all ur feelings so deep inside wz dat den I realizd dat 4eva wz n ur eyes d moment I saw u cry..i fink I jst saw u cry..by nw I hv seen u cry seen u smile..itz jst lke I hv spent a lyf tym wid u..till nw we hd evryfing d world is lukin fr..nd I heard d laugh dat was overrated I jst pray it gets better as we move on..all f ur hopin & all f ur searchin fr wat ask fr me wat m livng n wat gvz me strength nd m wilin 2 die fr..cuz nt a single thingz gonna solve nyfing tonight..bth feel so helpless..was our luv like sea waves nd shore meant 2 b together bt drez sumfing dat is jst nt in our hands?..wish I cud shed d thoughts f u dat hv becum ma skin jst hv a luk @ d afflicted live burnz beneath m bleedin..n all d tym I walk thru dese doubts n ma mind..save ma soul- so cold frm fear..well I cnt 4gt dis evnin n ur face wen u wre leavin bt I guess dats d way d story goz..u always smiled bt n ur eyes ur sorrow shows yes it shows..well I cnt 4gt tommorw wen I fink abt ma sorrow I had u dre wen i let u go nly fact i shud let u no wat u shud really no iz I cnt live ah! nay a sec, if livin iz widout u..
I feel so lonely n different here..i was so used 2 being next to u..dis lyf fr me iz jst nt d same..miss u so bad I cnt sleep..need 2 cum bak 2 me straight in ma arms cuz man u made hard 2 breathe..ouu u aren’t wid me..i neva really thaught I wud need u dre wen I cry..days feel like years wen m alone& d night cumes nd I feel relevd cuz I gt a day closer 2 my deathbed..bt all dis wunt take away my luv..i hv started findin comfrt n pain ..and wen d last day comez & wen itz awl said n dun beliv it wunt tke away ma luv..d way evrybdy i called my own treat me is nt worth living for & if it continues i might nt live longer so evry tym u hold me- hold me like dis is d last tym promise me evry tym u’ll kiss me- kiss me like u wil neva c me again..nd nw wid out u wid me..n ma thoughts in ma dreams u hv taken ova me itz ike m nt me..m hooked on 2 u..m in a fix, I cnt take it dis loneliness jst consumes me n maims my lyf..m hanging between d longing 2 hold u again m caught n ya shadow..my memory divides d thornes frm d roses & its u n d roses..i sumtymz wonder f he noz hez all I fink abt @ night..n if I get sum sleep I cnt stop dreamin abt ya.. ur far nd itz really hard m misin u wanna b whr u r..bt dese milion miles jst stand b/w us.. it may seem I hv evryfing bt evyrfing meanz nufin..sumtimz lonliness is a part f me..take it bak take it all bak now d fingz I gave lke taste f ma kiss n ya lips I miss dat nw..I cnt try ny harder dan I do all d reasonz I gave fr u m broken in2 all d fingz left undiscovered dey leave me empty n 2 wander..dunt walk away..touch me wid ur healing touch hw I long 2 feel sumfing so real plz remind me ma luv n take me bak cuz m so in luv wid wat v wre m nt breathin m suffoc8tin widout u..drez million reasonz y I cry cuz I wanna b n luv again..shut d doorz n close ma eyes fr no i longer wish 2 c d world whu hatches conspiracy 2 separate d inseparable us..dey tuk u away frm me..ma hrt is crippled by d pain dat I keep on hidin..gve me a reason 2 open my eyes..
And I no I let u hv all d power..all d miles dat separate us disapr nw wen m dreamn f ya face..nd itz u whose d closest inside ma lonely mind.. evn nw evryfing dat I do remindz me f u and d used to bez..i cn hadly breathe need u feel u hre wid me..I just wanna u 2 no its true:
wen ur gone pieces f ma hrt missin u..but guess gotta learn 2 live wid dese pieces 4eva gone 4eva u d fights are all I experience nd d changes is all I c..i wunt say u changed or so did I fr dat matter..cuz to me ur still d human I luvd spiritually wid 1 body nd soul..i dunt complain u changed cuz I luved d inner you d man beneath d apparent u nd nt ur qualities..and as I no qualities change behaviour changes bt d human remains d same..so indeed unlike odrz I luved d inner soul nd nt d qualities perhaps m still at d recievin end?..*burst in2 tearz*
I feel so lonely n different here..i was so used 2 being next to u..dis lyf fr me iz jst nt d same..miss u so bad I cnt sleep..need 2 cum bak 2 me straight in ma arms cuz man u made hard 2 breathe..ouu u aren’t wid me..i neva really thaught I wud need u dre wen I cry..days feel like years wen m alone& d night cumes nd I feel relevd cuz I gt a day closer 2 my deathbed..bt all dis wunt take away my luv..i hv started findin comfrt n pain ..and wen d last day comez & wen itz awl said n dun beliv it wunt tke away ma luv..d way evrybdy i called my own treat me is nt worth living for & if it continues i might nt live longer so evry tym u hold me- hold me like dis is d last tym promise me evry tym u’ll kiss me- kiss me like u wil neva c me again..nd nw wid out u wid me..n ma thoughts in ma dreams u hv taken ova me itz ike m nt me..m hooked on 2 u..m in a fix, I cnt take it dis loneliness jst consumes me n maims my lyf..m hanging between d longing 2 hold u again m caught n ya shadow..my memory divides d thornes frm d roses & its u n d roses..i sumtymz wonder f he noz hez all I fink abt @ night..n if I get sum sleep I cnt stop dreamin abt ya.. ur far nd itz really hard m misin u wanna b whr u r..bt dese milion miles jst stand b/w us.. it may seem I hv evryfing bt evyrfing meanz nufin..sumtimz lonliness is a part f me..take it bak take it all bak now d fingz I gave lke taste f ma kiss n ya lips I miss dat nw..I cnt try ny harder dan I do all d reasonz I gave fr u m broken in2 all d fingz left undiscovered dey leave me empty n 2 wander..dunt walk away..touch me wid ur healing touch hw I long 2 feel sumfing so real plz remind me ma luv n take me bak cuz m so in luv wid wat v wre m nt breathin m suffoc8tin widout u..drez million reasonz y I cry cuz I wanna b n luv again..shut d doorz n close ma eyes fr no i longer wish 2 c d world whu hatches conspiracy 2 separate d inseparable us..dey tuk u away frm me..ma hrt is crippled by d pain dat I keep on hidin..gve me a reason 2 open my eyes..
And I no I let u hv all d power..all d miles dat separate us disapr nw wen m dreamn f ya face..nd itz u whose d closest inside ma lonely mind.. evn nw evryfing dat I do remindz me f u and d used to bez..i cn hadly breathe need u feel u hre wid me..I just wanna u 2 no its true:
wen ur gone pieces f ma hrt missin u..but guess gotta learn 2 live wid dese pieces 4eva gone 4eva u d fights are all I experience nd d changes is all I c..i wunt say u changed or so did I fr dat matter..cuz to me ur still d human I luvd spiritually wid 1 body nd soul..i dunt complain u changed cuz I luved d inner you d man beneath d apparent u nd nt ur qualities..and as I no qualities change behaviour changes bt d human remains d same..so indeed unlike odrz I luved d inner soul nd nt d qualities perhaps m still at d recievin end?..*burst in2 tearz*
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