Symbiotic Love

You used to make my world go round

But now it’s only tumbling down

This distance maims my life each day

These memories I live on mar me

In every possible way

I was not the one to be blamed

And neither wrong were you

I don’t really know if it was something

I said, I did or I did not?

That made you retaliate this way

Every night I try to find a reason

That what went wrong?

My memory separates roses from its thorns

Yes that’s where I get roses and you

I never realized that at the end of the day

You were nothing but a thorn, a gruesome pain

I was a rose, did this make you so insecure

Disgrace on me for I called such a love, pure

You changed and expected me to remain unchanged

How could I love you when things weren’t the same?

Did not I give you the love I said I would?

I gave you much more than just love

I gave you myself my soul, everything

But these never seemed enough for you

I gave you my life but now I am just wasting away

You said you will love me till death and beyond

Were you living a lie then?

You shattered this soul and deserted my life

And now I am thanking you for you are the sole reason

For such a state of mine just like a hopeless being

I live on with these halves in my life

For the times I might have failed or hurt you deeply

I am not ashamed to apologize for it a billion times

But don’t spread the word on the street

That I never loved you it was a lie that I love someone else

Come on be a man face the reality

Tell them why my love for you faded

I loved you I missed you but now I’ll try to forget you

But never in this life will I forgive you

Anyways thank you very much for being a parasite in my life

For being such a sucker!

This symbiotic love is no longer my cup of tea.